OGL mistake

damnit. today in school, baozhu told us our class only got a few pple selected for OGL. then i'm like crushed. why am i not in?? :( then i found out that i'm in. but i'm in for 0707! i don't know why!! samuel and me got in 0707! why?! please let it me a mistake. i dun want to go 0707. :'( i dun want!!

sigh.

gp presentation today. was okayy. not as bad as expected. we were actually scheduled for the third group to present. ended up being the second. but nvm. the audience laughed at one of the slide while i was presenting. caught me by surprise!

played dodgeball for PE. so fun can. mushrooms. HA. :)

chemistry test is sure fail. sure sure fail. i didn't even have the time to finish the bloody paper. damn. I HATE CHEMISTRY. i hate MOLE CONCEPT! ARGH. 45 mins for this stupid test.

GP was at the library watching videos! (: we watched a channel news asia documentary about the "throwaway society". then we watch moulin rouge. it's a freaking nice show! at first i don't really understand one. HA. and my impression of nicole kidman changes. haha. she's PRETTY. (:

after school, pei-ed shinwei while she bought her PE shorts. she bought two long ones! then after we played for awhile at the monkey bars and the pullup areas. then samuel, novell, shinwei and i went home. but shinwei crossed the overhead bridge. then the 3 of us went for leaf-shopping.

after reac northpoint, pei-ed novell to find her deodrant. then went popular. before spending our time at the CD shops. HA. going to buy JoJo's album. $11.80 only!

then went home already. adn i'm having gastrics! oh my tian. the pain is... argh. but i think little while can already. :S

bye!

the days

shall continue updating from where i stopped.



19 feb, monday
went to my uncle's house in the evening. but before that my cousins came. then i went to get ready. i wore a tube can! first time!

ignore my brother there. obstructing my view. HA. (oh my tian, i look so fat in the photo!!)


okaay. so went there. as i said, this year cny is quite good. cos major bonding sessions with my cousins. :)


and my cousin brother brought this girlfriend. she's quite pretty lah. the name's mariam? i'm not sure. but sounds like it. it's supposed to sound like mary-iam. i don't know. she' 178cm tall!! and i'm like the only one (besides my aunts) to strike up a conversation with her. and she must be feeling pretty shy. because, well, who ask my cousin bring her to his relative's place, then make her feel so awkard. his fault lah!


anyway, yes. she is 178cm tall. she said she's as tall as my cousin. HA. but he looked taller lah. then we started chatting about how we wanted to grow shorter. :D it was nice chatting with her. but she left early. can't blame :)


my uncle invited the lion dance troupe again. super noisy. then he got this machine at his house. it's not really a machine, but a fountain of, get this, chocolate! (pity i couldn't take a photo of it. my cam's with my father at that time.) yup, so you get a mashmallow, or a slice of apple or banana or whatever you want, and dip inside the fountain. the whole thing comes out chocolate-ly! yum yum!


i swear, i was freaked out at my cousins' dog for a few minutes. suddenly it started following me around. just because i gave it a piece of meat earlier on. but it's so adorable lah. just don't heel at my knees can already. freaking paws. ewwwww.


20 feb, tuesday
went to my grandaunt's house with my cousins. then went to their house. and i spent the day playing sims 2. HA. and my day just passed, like that. :)


21 feb, wednesday
oh my tian! novell didn't go school. so i was basically alone in the morning before assembly. because almost everyone in our class always arrive on the dot one. then 853 that morning was super fast. damnit loh. last time when we were almost late we wished it would go faster. now, we didn't say anything but want it to arrive near 7.30am, but it arrive way before hand. argh.

but after assembly was alright. we were supposed to have bio test that day. but it was cancelled cos we didn't finish the cell tutorial yet. and weiling and jiamin were like frantically studying in the morning.


hanged around with shinwei and rudy after school. then rudy and i went to the library to meet weitng and her deyi people. library meeting mah. in the end, don't have. cancel also never tell us. and i haven't claim back my money from the cny decorations thing! oh my tian....

then i was like super emo, depressed, in the evening. luckily, weiling cheered me up. thanks girl! :D



22 feb, thursday
:) morning's not boring anymore. the day passed by pretty fast. without any interesting thing. oh except weiling calling our chem tutor "my beef". lol.

cos during break, this happened.

shinwei: how do you find our chem tutor?
weiling: my beef sucks lor!

lol. different frequencies.


after school, went gym-ing with rudy and shinwei. my muscles are still aching. we left the gym at around 1.30pm, and novell came to find us after her og lunch.


then the group of us went to shinwei's house. spent the time there studying, but no use lah. cos afternoons to me are not meant to be studying.


then went back to school. for judo training. HA. i think i'm joining judo. but i can't take the exam to go on to yellow belt on 3rd march. must wait 3 months later. cos the instructor say he prefer us to take things slow. judo was fun lah. but expensive loh. $75 for the suit. and the time thing lah. i reached home at 8.45pm. and i'm super tired. ARGH. stupid CCAs.



23 feb, friday, today!
math lecture test sucks to the core man. math sucks to the core. i hate math. i never like math. since way long ago. sure fail. can't possibly pass.


pe today kinda sucks for me. i don't know why, but my physical being sucks to the core nowadays. my shooting and running and passing of the ball were not THAT bad before. but now, i just could not find that form loh. oh my tian, how am i going to go through PE?

went to buy waffles and bubble tea with samuel and novell after school at yishun. then they came around my house to take DVDs that i loaned them :) stupid neighbour dogs. bark bark bark. but they are kind of stupid lah. run run run then bang their heads against the door. stupid-est dogs i have ever seen. damn.


sigh. PAE's soon to be over. no more playing, no more fooling around. 0704 might just cease to exist. alot of people are changing their combinations. and and, sigh. will there be another class like 0704? :( suddenly, i don't want to make new friends. must have more class outings k?


yay, tmr is 人日! then going out to have dinner at hotel tmr! can't wait! can wear nice clothes. but my cousin's returning to australia tmr, and won't be joining us. :( not really cousin lah, but i treat her as one, cos near same age. joel's aint really my cousin as well. HA. :D my uncle in fact. ewwwwww. but i will never call him that. =.=

cny

happy chinese new year!! :D it's so hard to believe that today's already monday! i kept thinking that today's sunday.

17 feb, saturday
i went to help my grandma today! (: boy, i never know that so much work had to be done to prepare for the reunion dinner. after a long and tiring afternoon, i went back home to take a shower before returning for the actual reunion dinner. i waited a freaking long time for the bus to come! and i'm the only one at the bus stop. :/

dinner was the same. eating and talking. then my uncle and i talked about studies and he taught me a new term - "professional students". HA.

and we didn't sleep straight after we went home. watched soccer (:

18 feb, sunday
woke up late today. and it felt a little different from previous CNY-s. my parents left for my grandma's house with the curries and bee-hoon first. they cooked. we left the house at 11am. normally by 10, we are out of the house.

the morning group had already left. so when we went there, there were only about 4 or 5 people there. but people were streaming in. two of my favourite cousins were gone by the time we reached. but there's two more lah. (: cute nicolas and geraldine. but they left when their mother again. poor darlings, their parents are divorced. :(

but soon, two of my OTHER cousins came. and i got a new favourite!! she's just 11 months old! and she loves to talk, in a language we don't understand. but when i was playing with her, she said "bear! bear!" :)))) i'm so proud. haha. she uber cute can! haha. i've grown more childish with her lahh. pretty little thing.

then after my two uncles with my two cousins left, the house was left with the grown-ups and my brothers and my male cousin. they were playing a game. but i kept losing, and i don't want to play anymore. :P

time passed. then at night, my grandaunt and 'gang' called. then my aunt and i rushed out to buy chocos. cos my grandma want to give them chocos as 'door gifts'. and we went to all the nearby 7-eleven-s. but it was all sold out! finally we found them at the 7-eleven at northpoint.

omg. at one point, my grandma's house was filled with people lor! and a group of them are people i've never met before!

let me start from the beginning.

when joel and his family came, we sat one side and talked. then people were coming in and we kept standing up and shaking hands and greeting. then came a group of people i never met before. i thought they were relatives i never met before or seldom meet. so i asked joel. and he got go idea too. and i asked my dad, but he don't know too! so it's like a group of strangers in my grandma's house. in the end, we found out it's my grandaunt's, aunty pauline's sister and brother and their families. they didn't give ang baos. grrrr. but a little while later they left. later, when everyone left, my uncle and father commented, "anyhow come into people's house without introduction."

we took family photos. then we took one generation by generation. i'm in the 3rd and youngest generation. HA. oh oh, i'm going to have another cousin soon. haha.

yesterday's gathering was great lah. normally i would not have talked. but today we chatted, and took photos. and, i finally know some people i never really know, or heard their names once every year.funny lah, we only know each other better as we grow older. shouldn't it be the other way round? knowing people when you are younger?

bleh. i'm going out later, in the evening. so boring!

bored

WTF. i just read somebody's blog and i'm like pissed off.

alrights. today's celebration was boring loh. even more boring than northland's. and yes, i didn't went back. was quite guilty about it :( next year, next year.

and almost half the class was not here today. :/

pe was fun. we played with another class. okaay. today we lost. but we had fun lah. the other class had guys which are more gentleman than some classes can. at least they are not so rough.

lalas. am going out later to my cousin's house. (:

school days

yesterday was valentines day. and sadly, i missed school! SIGH! i caught the flu! was really difficult in the morning. then in the afternoon, went to bus interchange to meet novell. she passed me some stuffs. oh my tian, shin wei bought us each a rose! (: that's super sweet lor. i prepared something for them (just a simple note), but but, i missed school. ):

but one good thing happened though. today, they were telling me that yesterday at bio lecture, the lecturer called on me to answer a question! phew! ha. rudy took the rap for me (:

today in school was fun (as usual (: ) chemistry tutorial was like crap lah. he called me to answer a question. because at the start of the lesson, he asked novell why didn't she do her work. so i just said that because we don't know how to do, 'cause we're combined science students. then he went on to say that he do not want this kind of crap again about not knowing how to do. SO, he called on me to answer a question lor. but nevermind, i never got scolded or humiliated for wrong answer. :)

we ponned chemistry lecture! ha. then went to I-space to rot and play bingo. but it was not really any fun lah, to me. but they say that for the whole 1-hour lecture today, the lecturer only went through two pages of notes. =.=

then during CT period, we were in the hall. we were watching a documentary about the nanjing massacre. oh my god, the japanese soldiers were really cruel and brutal. they stabbed a baby boy at his buttocks and flung him to the wall, just to separate him from his dead mother and because he was crying. the boy crawled back to his mother and froze to death soonafter. "... his tears became icicles on his cheeks." :(

then after assembly, we went to hand in our OGL forms. we wanted to go fold cranes. then samuel went to ask his friends something. when he came back he said wanting to fold cranes must wait a long time. so we decide against it and went home.

then when we were nearly at the bus stop, novell called. she asked us to go back and fold cranes. but we were so far from school, and lazy to walk back. she sounded so pissed.

then halfway home, daddy called and told me to alight at the next bus stop. he picked me up and we went to buy lunch. (:

tmr we're wearing class tee! :D

JAE application

there. for you pesky busybodies, here's my choices. :P

1 - 26S NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE)
2 - 30S ST ANDREW'S JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (ST ANDREW'S JUNIOR COLLEGE)
3 - 36S MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE)
4 - 25S JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE)
5 - 21A ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE (ARTS) (ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE)
6 - S67 OPTOMETRY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
7 - S98 BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
8 - N59 BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE/BIOMEDICAL LABORATORY TECH (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
9 - 23S CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE)
10 - T09 DIPLOMA IN LAW & MANAGEMENT (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
11 - S71 BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
12 - T04 DIPLOMA IN AVIATION MANAGEMENT AND SERVICES (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

there. (:

somewhat decided

yeps. after hearing what my dad say about all this, i've somewhat decided.

i'm remaining. at nanyang.

and i should be accepted lah. i mean, they have no reasons to not accept me yeah?

omg. this is a huge stepping stone. as i listen to my dad talk about the pros and cons about jc and university, i felt like crying. i felt that i've done something right in my whole life. something that could make him proud of me. i'm finally the someone he can boast to his friends about. i'm finally someone he's proud of. and seeing the shine in his eyes on his expressionless face. noone can imagine the joy in me.

so yup, nanyang jc. hopefully, i'm being placed back at 0704. i love the class. i love the people. but sadly, not everyone is staying. :(

to OG13: thanks for being my first friends in nyjc. i will always remember the fun we had in sentosa, the rain that poured down on us. and how the whole bus belongs to us. i will always remember the fun we had on disco night. how wild and crazy we were. although we didn't really bond like some other OGs, i'm glad i'm in OG 13, and no else where.

to 0704: you guys are the best classmates one could ever wish for! i'll remember the stupid IQ riddles and the PE-frisbee strategies we would be screaming across. "defend defend!" i'll remember fuzzy wuzzy and the 'i know i know' game, and those poor 'retarded' people who doesn't get it till the very end. :) i will remember the lectures we had together, the united spirit we show during PE lessons (and others too). i will remember the rainbows i love to draw with weiling's markers :D i will remember the outing to suntec, and the night at clark quay.
and most most most importantly, the people. all 22 of you. wei ling, lim jia min, ker yu, lucas, ying xuan, shi yi, wei ting, novell, samuel, riet, hui min, su-lin, jazreel, rudy, pris, quek jiamin, amee, sheryl, shinwei, elieen, sophia and baozhu. i will never forget you guys(girls), even if you're not in nanyang later. once an nyjc-ian, always an nyjc-ian!

there. touching entry isit? ;D

confused

i'm so really freaking confused right now.

junior college or polytechnic?

nanyang or some others?

old friends or new ones?

and again,
nanyang or others?

half of me wants to remain at nanyang. half of me can't wait to leave this place.

should i risk and try saint's andrews? or should i forget abt it and stay at nanyang? should i have another fresh start? or should i not?

why am i so freaking confused? why? i don't feel happy or relieved anymore. i feel stupid and confused.

SIGH. emergency. help?

o'level results!

OMG! it's so freaky! and it's so totally unexpected!!

okayy. to those who wants to know, the breakdown of my results.

english : B3
chinese: B3
math: A2
amath: A2
biology: A2
combined science: A1
combined humanities: B3

total_ L1R5: 13
_ L1
R2B4: 10

okaaay. i can't say i'm totally displeased with my results. i'm super duper surprised! i didn't expect my comb science, english and comb humans to do that well. :) but it's sad lah. math, amath and bio can't get a1.

novell. ha. she got 7 distinctions! freaking good! and i'm so happy for her that i cried for her can! okayy. not cry till like siao. but i teared up. :) i'm so happy for you girl!

okaay. tired already. photos another day.

class outing!!

yay! finally. 0704 finally had a class outing!

just a brief brief update. tmr then i update with more photos ((:

in school was like cam-whoring. ha. but mostly is after CT. then later, went to meet my darling shitties! and we took somemore stupid shots! ha! but we had loads of fun lah!

then i rushed back home. and by rushed, i really rushed! i reach home at 2.10pm. had i prepared everything in record time. i met samuel downstairs at 2.20pm. i'm so proud of myself can! ;D

then we met rudy at yio chu kang. so funny. we told him we on the train, and expected him to come find us. but he didn't! so we alighted at ang mo kio and waited for the next train, this time with him on it.

went to city hall. find them. EW. they keep saying i so tall, and so diffferent from school, cos i looked taller. !!!!

went to pasta mania and ate. and we took hell loads of photos and played IQ games. HA!

after that, went to the fountain of wealth. (((:

then later, wei ling, jia min, sheryl and elieen went off first. so the rest of us continued walking. then pris and lucas left. then we went carrefour. cos shin wei want to buy something. then later, some others left. so in the end, left me, novell, samuel, amelia, ker yu, ying xuan and su-lin. we went esplanade the roof top garden and took more photos!

then went to clark quay. and left there at 9pm. reached home at 9.45pm.

there. i'm a happy girl today (:

tmr results! :/

photos tmr!

slack-irious

another of my weird vocab again.

yay! daddy got the new computer working!! and i love the speed of the new computer. HA.

today was a nice day in school again. (: thanks to my fantastic class. morning bus ride to school was a little quiet. we're tired. then listen to the AI people talk. they were damn loud! :X

i wore my jacket for the whole day! it's so snuggy. novell said i got alot of jackets! i sorta agree. but alot of my jackets are very short. :/

then we spent 2hrs chit-chatting with mr goh. we were supposed to have bio tutorials today. but he's so good :)) he's officially my favourite teacher at ny ;D

then we spent half an hour chatting at the canteeen, and was nearly late for bio lecture! i didn't notice that time pass so fast! that's how happy we were chatting. :)

after lecture was maths tutorial. there was supposed to be a test. and everyone was freaked out. but turned out, our math tutor allowed us an open-book test. halfway through, he walked out, letting us have a discussion. so it's not a test anymore!! :))

and we went for the english reading programme. wei ling and i were like talking all the way. from bras to don't know what shit. :P we were psycho lah! adn we were laughing like mad. :D

yay! class outing tmr!! :DD

great day!!

YAY!! last night, singapore won the ASEAN football championship!! man, the whole block went "GOAAAAAAAAAAAL!!!!!" trust me, it's true.

on another happier note, manchester united trashed tottenham hotspur 4-0. i'm a happy girl :))

today was a great day in school. of course, it's all thanks to 0704. (: i was surprisingly awake during biology lecture.

after school, wei ting, novell, samuel, rudy and i went for our library duty. we had sooooooo much fun there lor. pasting the stickers and all took us one-and-a-half hours. and we were done! i made two more new friends today. the four of them suddenly left for no where. then surprisingly, i stayed back to help the two other drum J1 members do their CNY deco. and i never talked to them before, but i stayed and helped! and that's how my two new friends cam about. ;P but actually, i thought the four of them would come back, so i stayed there. but they never. :/ but neverminds :)

dang. O'level results out on friday. not that i'm looking forward to. bleh. there. http://www.moe.gov.sg/press/2007/pr20070205a.htm i hope i'm mentally prepared. :/

there. going to be a good girl and go through my bio lecture notes tonight :)

sigh. no more chances. but it's okay. at least there was a before, at least there were memories. and all these are enough. it's all in the past. no more present tense. no more thinking "one day". just no more. move on, janice :)

the weekend

darn. it's a boring weekend. i thought maybe i could meet up with chrise, sylvia and shiwei today, but, something just have to crop up.

had to wake up early to go to the temple this morning (not that i'm complaining). my brother won this scholarship thing, and went to take his prize money. it's the same as the edusave scholarship i collected from the CC. we had to stay for the whoooole thing. and the guest-of-honour was close to an hour late!

after that, we went to the temple-on-the-hill. it's a thai buddhist temple, the one i normally go. after that, we did a quick stopover at my grandaunt's place.

funny thing. about one or two years ago, i did seriously consider switching to being a free-thinker. and i went around telling people, "hey, i'm a free-thinker". but right now, i feel proud that i'm a buddhist. and just like how christians go to church, i go to temples. (:

sigh, a long day tomorrow. and i seriously think i'll be going to school myself. but nvm, attractive dates this week! finally, a meetup with shuyan and xiuli! (: on thurs. and maybe one more. presents presents! and the rest of sec school pals, on dooms-day!

another pic of my wonderful class, with my cutie-pie chinese teacher!

0704, pay up 15bucks! ;D and sheryl, photos of alot of people in friendster.

friends

which one is better? 1. having loads of friends, or 2. having few but close ones?

to me, actually it is not the matter of having loads of friends, but the matter of having close friends, friends you can depend on.

i was brooding over this and thinking and thinking. actually, i love the people in my life right now. the friends i made in primary school - constance, li ting, jia min, hui hui etc ; in secondary school - chrise, shi wei, sylvia, novell, pei jing etc etc ; nyjc - OG13, 0704. they are enough already. and i'm thankful for them :)

good friends. i have plenty. close friends, maybe one or two. best friends, i have. but friends who will stick with me no matter what? i don't know. 'cause i haven't really reach the stage where i'm down and out yet. but maybe one day i will.

just another random post of mine. ;D take no notice whatsoever. :)

0704 loves!

had a greeaaat day with 0704! love you guys lahh.

pe was super tiring. we were split into two groups, and i'm with novell, wei ting, wei ling, jia min, shi yi, samuel, pris and lucas. we lost all three matches!! :( but the other group won all 3, and we are happy (:

we took lots of, lots of pictures. :D and they were all happy shots. we spent almost the whole of our break taking photos. in the end, we had to rush for maths lecture. but we're still early! and we were split up :( the guys lah! want to sit behind. then a few other girls alreaady in front, difficult to call them back.

after chinese tutorial, we took photos again!

again, we were left with little time for lunch. but we rushed and we were on time for chemistry practical. learnt a lesson today. never pon a chem prac. the tension in the lab when the teacher was questioning us. bleh.

went home with sophia, rudy, samuel and novell. and the whole bus was filled with our laughter. i know we were so darn noisy. but cannot help it lahh. :D

photos!!


group photo 1!


group photo 2! this time we were looking at the camera :)


jump jump :)


04!!


:)


yay! rudy, me(i look so weird!!), samuel, lucas, pris(in front of lucas), weiling, sheryl, elieen (in front of me)!!

sucha happy day for me :))