prelims

came back not too long ago from school. with jesmin :))

bleh. got back results yesterday. overall i passed. BUT. didn't do as well as i anticipated. :) a little lousy larr. especially my humanities, amaths and english. these are the three that gives me my Cs. :( now just hope can get into top 20. which is basically a hopeless hope. haha. nvm. i had already resigned to my fate. :)

but hey! i can get in to JC trial, something i wanted. :D i'm happy yes. most probably going into yishun.

our prom night! :) 27 november. glitz and glamour. at M hotel. 4 star lehh. haha. colour theme black and gold. but $65 la. by my dad let me go :))

i got the special achievement award. haha. of cca de ba. not really sure. :)

have to go. mrs goh gave a whole load of amaths. if she didn't go through tmr.... urgh!

joke :)

You know you live in 2006 when..

1. You go to a party, sit down and take MySpace pics.


2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.


3. The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have AIM/LiveJournal/MySpace.


4. You rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the TV.


6. Your evening activity is sitting at the computer.


7. You read this list, and keep nodding and smiling.


8. You think about how stupid you are for reading this.


9. You were too busy to notice number five.


10. You actually scrolled back up to check if there was a number five.


11. And now, you're laughing at your stupidity.


12. Forward this to your friends if you fell for it. You know you did! :)

negative morning

i had a bad morning today. but my bad morning came from my bad night's sleep.

last night, after i off the computer and did my pre-bedtime stuff, i went to bed and laid there, thinking. everyone will think of something when they are waiting for sleep to come. yeah. so there i was, lying there like no other people's business. then suddenly, my whole body became paralysed or something. and then i can't talk at all. and my whole mind is filled with thoughts of not my own. and i sorta become petrified and not able to control myself. then suddenly i'm alright again. then i prayed for awhile and wear the 'something'. and i was able to sleep. but was awaken by nightmares throughout the night.

am i superstitious? maybe i am. but i became more religous after a few incidents.

alright. about my bad morning. i just realised how many mistakes i made in my amaths paper 1. and i'm at a high, nono, very very high risk of failing. the odds are 1:1000. SIGH. but what to do? i'm so darn careless and stupid.

anyway. my morning was not that good.

but during the third and fourth period of amaths, i cheered up tremendously. cos weihan and jesmin (they were seated on both sides of me; we're in the IT room) were so damn funny. they kept making me laugh. and then weihan started singing, and jesmin joined in. soon they were singing "my humps" by blackeyedpeas. and using the act cute version too. then when we were doing our work, weihan was still singing. then jesmin said a 'quiet' "shuddup lah" across. then mrs goh heard it! and i was the first one to crack up, cos i was the first to notice that mrs goh heard. and mrs goh thought jesmin was telling me to shut up.

but she found out it was weihan in the end lar. haha. she tell him go join the next singapore idol and she will vote for him. but not to sing in her class, cos very 'cold'. haha.

aiyoyo. i really want to go JC trial. really really want. BUT. my english is, i think, gone-case. this is the first time in my entire life then i'm scared of failing english. and it's a very important exam leh, the prelims.

sigh.. i don't want to fail amaths and english. and i want to go to JC trial. :( anyone can comfort me? don't do so by saying "can one lar, no worries". try a different method. i heard that too many times and it's not true at all.

dedicated to tricia mama. :)

mama asked me to do this. so here we go :)

1. Single, taken or crushing?
single. and loving it. :)
2.Are you happy with your life now?
errrr. ok larr. half-half. not that happy, but quite contented. :P
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
maybe :)
4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
:)
5. Do you there believe are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
nope. cheating is so wrong.
6. Would you take back someone if he cheats you?
dunno. must depend.
7. Have you talk about marriage with another before?
yeps. i'm a girl. thus i talk. heh.
8. Do you want children?
defintely!!
9. How many?
oooh. the more the better. haha. JKJK. 3.
10.Would you consider adoption?
i might adopt. but i nvr put my children up for adoption.
11. If someone like you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
tell me straight. in the face. nono. maybe on the phone. ha.
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships ?
:) no comment. :)
13. Honestly,what is the furthest you and your ex did?
none. :)
15. Are you romantic?
maybe. only others know whether i am.
16. Do you believe you can change someone?
hmmmmmmmmm.
17. If you could married somewhere, where would it be?
singapore?? alright. somewhere quiet and in touch with nature. maybe in the countryside somewhere in europe? haha. wishful thinking on my part. :P
18. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
errrrr. i think i lose most of the time. :( ha.
19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
:) now O'levels lar. must concentrate. haha.
20. Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
YES! sigh..
21. Have you ever broken a heart?
sadly, yes.
22. If one day your best friend fell in love with the boy/girl you deeply in love with, what would you do?
fight it all out. haha. no la. JK. give in lor. i wantpeople around me to be happy. so then i can be happy. :)
23. Are you missing someone right now?
hmmm. no comment?

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below. Tag them in their blog to let them know!
1. novell
2. yuwen
3. christina
4. mardiana
5. EVERYONE WHO READ MY BLOG. DO IT OR ELSE. :)

back-to-school and prelims

woooooh. it's been a long time since i last updated. heh. was busy.

it's back to school last monday. and it's prelims the first thing in the morning. =.= but seriously, after today, we sec 4s' first day back studying after prelims, i prefered exams. at least, time passed faster and you get to go back early.

prelims was okayyy lar. i mean, i expected it to be difficult. really difficult. but aside from a few, the rest are, i think, okayy. but now, i'm so damn worried for english. my format for paper 1 section B (it's supposed to be a report) is wrong. and my comprehension just sucks. must pray lar. to pass. i really want to go to the JC trial. at yishun? :) nearby.

btw. on tuesday, i had nearly a 3hrs break in between papers. :) envy me? cos i no chinese. :P

i think i failed my practicals. both science and bio. damn sucks. urgh.

todayyy. it's so tiring. mrs goh gave us a past year O'level paper as soon as we stepped in to the IT room. that's where we usually have our maths lessons recently. then weihan got shifted away :( to the far end of the room. nobody to entertain me anymore. :(

and during history, my heart nearly jumped out. during history, i say in in the second column from the door. then mdm shah said the failures for history came from my row. man, i was shocked and stunned. 7 failures from my row of 11 people, but so far, she said novell, me and pj passed. :) i hope her memory, or at least mr chye's (he's marking) is good. and don't bluff me.

then mrs thomas is so power. we had our bio paper 1 (MCQ) yesterday. and we knew the results today. HA. fast right? but is OTAS lah. so computer. i got 35/40. hope this can pull up my bio marks. i think it's already pulled down by that stupid practical. and practicals are only 3 weeks away. :/

was a pretty tired day today. maybe i'm not adjusted to the normal school life just yet. another long day tomorrow again. and the next monday and the next day.

oh yeah. will be knowing my results on tuesday. i want to know them. but i'm scared i did badly.

a joke of the day,

who says english is easy. fill in the blank with yes or no.

______, i am a pig.

sickly self

i actually thought of going to school today. but when i woke up, my stomach hurts big time. sigh. and i kep having on-off gastrics. and i got eat! it's not like i skipped meals or what. i ate my meals, regularly. :( i don't want to be sick.

and i'm so furious with myself. i thought of going for an early morning run. but i overslept again! but even if i didn't overslept, i don't think i'm in the right state of running. sigh.. why am i like that?

can i ever be healthy?

it's september!

omg! september is here. the days are drawing nearer..

went to malaysia on friday. we left home at 11am+. initially, we planned to go to malacca. but we did not do till there.

went to eat lunch first. meepok. yummy. later we went shopping forawhile. finally. we went in the car and began our supposed journey to malacca. my dad don't wanna go by the normal highway route. he wanted to go on the 'old' route, or the countryside route lar. i fell asleep in the car. and when i woke up half hour later, we were still in JB! so in the end, my dad gave up and we went by the normal highway.

but then when we saw the sign to yongpeng, my dad wanted to go in and see see. but we didn't went back to the highway. instead, we went by the countryside route. all the way till muar. we reached muar at around 4pm+. in actual fact, we don't have to take such a long time.

we shopped around muar and went to one of the famous biscuits shop. so we shopped in there, eating a little here and there. by the time we came out, we were full. :P

then we decided to head home. no point going to malacca already. so began the long journey home. took about one-half hours +.

when we reached JB, it was already 8pm+. we went to PEIKIN's restraunt for dinner. daddy ordered crabs and prawns and fried rice. yummy! i thought we can make it back home before 10 to watch ghost's whisper. but my dad decided to go for a car wash. and there's a traffic jam at the causeway. by the time we reached home, it's past 11.

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yesterday. had tuition in the morning. eunice's a little weird today. she kept saying 'roars'. we spent the whole 2 hours going through the stupid e/a maths prep papers.

slept for the most of the afternoon. think i'm going to be sick again soon =.=

went out for dinner with family. then went to my aunt's house. played maple for awhile on my cousin's computer. then went to my grandma's house.

again, i missed my tv show. a haunting. true ghost stories. but then i found out about another show, haunted road trips on channel 18. really creepy. i was hiding behind my bolster. lol. then went to watch my lovely samsoon with my mom, on DVD. i think i've fallen for korean drama serials. i just finished bride at 18 vcd. i want more korean serials! :D

whew. long entry. that's all then.