sickly self

i actually thought of going to school today. but when i woke up, my stomach hurts big time. sigh. and i kep having on-off gastrics. and i got eat! it's not like i skipped meals or what. i ate my meals, regularly. :( i don't want to be sick.

and i'm so furious with myself. i thought of going for an early morning run. but i overslept again! but even if i didn't overslept, i don't think i'm in the right state of running. sigh.. why am i like that?

can i ever be healthy?