fridayyyyyyyyy

had 7 periods of maths today. basically, we went through the prep papers and the gce june paper.

around 12.15, jesmin and i want to go to the toilet. then mrs goh say okay, and asked us to call the sec 5s in to take their test. but the door locked. then she went back take the key. then she came out and tried to open the door. but the door won't open. then she gave up and asked "help me!". lol i knelt down and open. then when i open, everybody cheered. LOL. they so interested to take test man. haha. then i haven't take out key, the guy outside pulling the door open. then mrs goh said "wanna kill her arh?". =.=

after school, deciding it's still early, novell and i went to northpoint to shop for teachers' day presents. but we managed to buy two.

i saw the hp i liked. and i 'feel' it. but no brochures :(

alright. enough about school and life.

it's so difficult to find people you can confind in. i did not trust anyone. i don't even trust the people closest to me. i always feel that they were like planning something lor, something against me. maybe i'm too paranoid. but it's things like that lor. some are just over anxious about their studying. competitive over nothing lor. i'm just, maybe i'm stressed? i kept thinking about unnecessary things.

just last night, as i was lying down awake in my room, lights off, outside lights were off too. suddenly i felt something beside me. just felt uneasy. then i quickly go turn on the lights and the radio.

i just feel, that people around me, some i just cannot trust lor. and the person i trust, or i sort of trust, was drawing further and further away from me. so no one can blame me for trusting no one. sigh.. again, another unnecessary thinking and feeling on my part.

72 more days... sigh.