New new beginning

Arr. one week is nearly over. man i'm tired! i'm falling sick!! :( i was sneezing away during history in the classroom. but when i went down to the canteen, i'm alright. but in the classroom i just kept sneezing!

those ickle sec 3s. :) they went for their camp today. so the whole canteen was like, whoa, so quiet. i think they went to east coast (?). but whatever. as long as their location is not as clean as us. *evil laughter* :D

today after the english prep, chiuyen and i quickly.. bam. went away. LOL. we didn't stop to mingle. for me cos i'm a little irratated with my sneezing. so was in a rather irratable mood.

i realised something. i'm turning more bitc_y nowadays. so i'm going to turn more femine. LOL. tone down tone down!

tomorrow getting emaths prep. sure fail. but i don't want to fail so badly! at least a just fail? don't want a bad fail. i don't want to fail any of the prep. but sometimes cannot be helped larr. argh! i'm going to study like mad during the national day holidays.

speaking of national day, the o'level chinese results will be announced next week(i think)!! argh!!! please don't let me fail. please don't. i don't want to fail. i will retake. but i don't wanna fail!! chinese cannot fail chinese. how can fail?? HOW CAN?!! please don't let me fail. please don't let me fail. please don't. a C6 better than a D7. please don't. argh! but hard to say lar. my orals was done badly. listening.. i don't know lar. just don't hit a D. DON"T HIT A D. i'm currently very "ji dong". what's the english word of "ji dong"?

speaking of english. today during bio. here's the conversation.

mrs T: janice. what's the answer for part 2?
me: err. H don't produce insulin. cos the fluctuation is... (before that
she was saying fluctuation very slight. fluctuation means graph peak or
something)
i turned and asked my partner what's the opposite of "slight". he ignored me!!
mrs T: is..?
janice: errrr.
mrs T: *laughs*

arrgh! my neither-here-nor-day english. orals coming the following monday!! NEXT NEXT monday.

soon my stress level will reach 8. nono. reach 9. no. maybe 8. yes. my stress level will reach 8. grr.