the flu again

i think i'm the most unlucky girl in the world. i'm sick again. not long after i nearly recovered from my previous bout of flu and sore throat. man, my immune system must be really weak. so i was wheezing and sneezing all day in school.

to make it worse, when i came home, my mom was so indifferent about my flu. she was like, "sleep late somemore lah". and just now, she just said "go and find some medicine and eat lah. don't tell me you don't want to go to school tmr". does anybody in the whole, wide world care about whether i'm alive or dead? maybe one day i'll die a loner. in a deserted house somewhere in the forests in yishun. and people won't realised i'm dead maybe after two months later. yes, by then i may have turned into a skeleton.

in school was like the totally same f_cking thing. they say, friends should accomodate the other's weaknesses. yes, i did. i bloody hell did. but the person is like so damn rude sometimes. never thought about what others might think if the person spoke like that. it's like, i don't know what to say lah. sometimes i feel like i'm just a spare tyre or something. if that's the case, then let's forget it you know. but my anger subsides quickly. i can never be angry for long. so after 10 mins or so later, i'm fine again. but this is like agin and again.

yesterday was english orals. yeps, for O's. the theme was fashion. the passage was easy, with no difficult words or anything. the picture was okay, i can describe. the conversation. i like the first question - "have you ever been on stage and how does it feel like?". the second and third was a little difficult. "what do you think of fashion nowadays" and "do you follow fashion thrends". but it's over :) no point thinking about it again.

tmr's emaths prep paper 2 =.= how i wish i will be so sick tmr that i cannot wake up. that would show my mom. force me to school or i care. when i faint halfway and dies, ha ha ha.

PS. alright. i'm in one of my foul moods. again. sigh..