ccas; nyjc; majong

damnit. i need a cca urgently lor. it's like wth lor. SIGH. co, tennis or judo? if i no cca, i will be so damn sad.

i'm not going back drum bah. it's not really the type of cca i would want.

SIAN. why am i so lazy nowadays? i failed my chem test like shit can. single digit. the worst i had ever done. 5 outta 30 marks. and i still can't get mole concept. and the others kept saying it's easy. am i stupid or something? i still can't get it. maybe i do need tuition.

posting results out on the 6th. no school on tuesday. :) can sleep in. don't have to wake up so early. can recharge for orientation two also.

SIGH. baozhu say that i will be in charge of 0707. i don't bloody get it. so frustrating. i don't care. i'm sticking back in 0704.

ohmytian. so little people staying back in 0704. shin, sheryl, elieen, wei ling, samuel, novell, baozhu, jia min and me only i think. SIGH! i will miss the PAE 0704 like hell.

went to play majong yesterday and today. yesterday was at amee's house. today's at lucas'. yesterday was more fun leh. maybe cos we can make noise. and i pon-ned chinese. felt so bad, cos i like our chinese tutor. nevermind, still got monday. last last last day. i super long never play majong liao. and it's like. damnit. yesterday was okaay. cos i paired with novell. today was bad, damn bad. cos i'm on my own. and i'm totally lost lor. but i can play. just super blur. i only won once! damnit. i think yingxuan was like super pissed off. ha. cos of me lah. :X

pe today was shit lah. i'm like shit lately. i passed the ball to the wrong people, TWICE! damn damn damn. i can't seem to do anything right. from tests, to pe, to people. wtf. i felt so guilty lor. got once i even slapped the ball out of court cos someone approached me from behind. i nvr see i slapped the ball out of court. the person behind me is sam lor! DAMNIT. i'm such an idiot. i think noone would disagree.

there's OGL workshop tmr. can't wait for it lah. :) can't wait to make more friends. HEH. awww. got camp during march hols. lucky it's day camp. not overnight. but i dun think i will mind night bah.

damnit. super low self-esteem. i can't seem to do anything right. :(

tricia: are we still going escape?