stupid old school day

bleah. school today was terribly horribly boring.

we had intensive for the first 5 periods. the time passed pretty fast. cos most of the time, we were doing exercises.

after recess was superbly boring. we sec 4s and 5s have to go down to the hall to "cheer" the hockey olympics. a group of us went to sit at the side of the stage. then we got really bored. so caiyun, sherina and i went off to somewhere else. then saw some others sitting on the other end of the hall. so we sat there and chatted. then novell came and lent us her UNO cards. so we just sat there and played. pretty boring right?

after school went to eat with sylvia and christina. along the way, those boys teased us about standing like "DO-RE-MI". so yeah. then they kept shooting sylvia. say she short and sorts. no one teased me. :D then chrise and sylvia defended themselves that taller ones got strike by lightning easier. lol. i "punched" them saying that they are shooting me as well. :D such childish us.

i couldn't find the mood to be happy today. it's like, the whole day passes in a blur. i spoke softly and un-enthusicastically today. it's like i'm almost dead. then when we're down at the canteen there, peijing pulled me aside and whispered something in my ear. yeah. i listened already and agreed. and the whole day i was really down and dejected. kept to myself most of the time. don't even wanna speak.

the distance between us friends kept widening. we have nothing much to say to each other. once, we walked in silence for a few moments. it was so awkard. yet i refused to start a topic. now, i don't... i don't know how long this is gonna last. friends shouldn't have silence between them. but.. right now, i'm in the depressed mood. everything bad seemed to come in all directions. and i'm doing nothing to put it right. :(

am i just so useless?