Monday Blues

I was rushing econs during break. Ended up she didn't touch it. I chiong-ed bio tutorial last night, and she didn't do it. Gosh.

Tennis today sucked real bad. It's one of the worst training ever.

What's the point of giving everything, and didn't get anything back? What's the point of sharing, when there's no getting back? What's the point of being there, when no one's here for you? What's the point of initiatiing, when others just don't care? What's the point of being cheerful and always being there for the person, and the person just accepts it, without giving back? What's the point of being the good person, where the other person thinks you are the bad one?

I know, you don't do things to get rewards or appreciation. But I'm frustrated. I should just shut up. And not care anymore. And go back to my usual self. And just withdraw. Seriously, what's the point.

I don't want to care anymore.

Back to square one.