a huge, SIGH

seriously. results have not been going well for me. well, except for amaths and phyics.

bio. although i still have not got back my bio, mrs thomas said HALF of the class failed. what if i'm one of them? they all say won't one, won't one. BUT. who knows? just like my ss.

can you all believe it? my ss got 4. upon 10 i can take it. but it's upon 20. 4/20. wa lao.

but add my history (13/20), i got 17/40. still need 3 more marks to pass. let's hope my ss notebook can help me pull up some marks. BUT. what if o'levels come out the same thing again? what if i failed humanities again? then i cannot go anywhere. SIGH.

yesterday was the starting of the english writing course. i daresay my teacher (i'm in group 3) is better than the others :)

then during co debrief, rena, tricia and i led the saying of our motto! :) nvr thought i would say something like that. i'm always the quiet shy little girl :X but almost half the co had gone home to study. only a few of us were left. i guess, if in front of entire co i would have shut up. :)

my demoralising and lousy SS marks. :(